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Originally Posted by emgreen
I don't feel like drinking, but my depression has returned. I know I'm powerless over alcohol -- that my life had become unmanageable, but the "We" of the program is missing. I'm not going to meetings. I've been having some very dark thoughts...I'm tired of being bipolar & there's no cure.
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I feel ya! I just got out of the psych ward for ptsd. I now have about 7 diagnosis of MI. I also haven't been to a mtg in 2 weeks. I stay on the fringes of AA but have a sponsor. I'm tight with a few ppl there. One thing I've gained is these few ppl hold me accountable. AA will mess up your high - the faces of those few flash through my head when I think about using. And I'm not alone! There were 2 others from AA in the psych ward - got to love dual diagnosis.
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