This is really weird trying to explain my issue. Been married to my high school sweetheart for 29 years. Always have had a wonderful love life.Both of us have changed and we still have alot of love for each other but he is more demanding even though he is dealing with ED and I try to help him but I can't seem to be able to do enough. I am not into crazy/freaky sex, I just want the wonderful love making we have always had.I have been allowing him to do his thing to me even when I didn't want to and it makes me feel awful.I feel like I have been raped.He is not mean or aggressive just demanding. I don't know how to get back my feelings of wanting him that way.I mean, I do want him, but I don't want to just have do it because he says I am holding out on him.I hope someone here can tell me how to get my lovelife back without doing stuff that makes me feel uncomfortable. He tells me constantly how hot I am and I know I'm not ugly or too heavy or anything like that.I just don't feel hot and sexy.Thanks for reading this any any help will be geatly appreciated.