Why is that nobody will just accept that I am just a bad person? Some of us are just rotten on the inside. We have done bad things that are unforgivable and can not be excused by mental illness even if we were out of our head at the time. There is no excuse for evil, for causing suffering or being selfish beyond reason. Why will people just not accept that I am rotten without me having to go into details of why it is so?
I am not delusional, nor manic at the moment. I know it to be a fact that I am BAD. Is that so difficult to accept? Stop trying to make me feel ok. Please. That is all.