Indestructible...it really is difficult...it is making me happy, and I know that many would frown upon it. It makes me sad that I can't share all this with my best friend either. Because when I told her that I wanted to start dating, she reminded me that I am "still married" - I suppose it's good she lives in another state, but it makes me sad because I should be able to share it. I told one of my friends that I had met someone - and it's someone who I have shared a lot with and she's shared a lot with me -- and when I told her we'd had sex, she said "that's really bad boundaries"