Part of me feels the desire to tell her upfront all the challenging things about working with me...ex. testing people, not trusting easily, putting on a front...this is me trying to sabotage myself, isn't it? She'll find all that out in due time. And I guess when I see her on Friday I will ask her some important questions, ex. out of session contact, whether she takes notes and whether I can read them, boundaries, termination procedure, etc.