Because I keep having these seizure things called tics of the basal ganglia. I occasionally lurch forward like a barfing monster. Life is sad. I try to speak to people but am scared of my facial tics. I wonder if the Zyprexa I have to take at work is causing it? I can't stop taking it though because I have to work. Life is sad. When I get depressed I barf as well. And I feel cold like I have the flu? Anyone else feel like they have the flu when they are depressed?