Try not to be hard on yourself for dropping out of school. It's pretty hard to study when you are depressed. I dropped out of university in my first semester when I was 19 because I was very depressed, abusing drugs, and not functioning. I went back a few years later, and eventually went on to get a masters degree. My moods have cycled through that time, but I found a way to get my education and make it work. My point is, just because you are dropping out now doesn't mean you can never go back. Be kind to yourself, rest, and get well. Then you can re-evaluate your goals and decide what you really want to do. There are lots of options, and school is only one possibility, you may decide you want to do something else totally. I hope you feel better.