It looks like you left much bad stuff behind! Things that was once famillar to you, are now gone, and you are in a new state!

That why your feeling so depressed. Depression will hit people who are growing and moving away from old stuff, and this is what your are doing. That old bad stuff was like an old friend.

You are in a new state and a new state of mind. New Adventure now awaits you. Have another cup of soup, then do the assignment, then go out and have the Adventure of your life. Don't keep adventure waiting. Remember that you are now, your own Crisis Warrior.