I feel like I am on top of the world right and I am so scared of crashing down. My dose for my meds got increased two weeks ago. Last week was both a horrible week and a great week. It was so long and stressful but people that I didn't realize cared showed me that they do and Friday was the best day of my life I got to go to a concert that i had dreamed of going to. I feel so high up right now I am just terrified of the crash down. Usually when I feel better I end up crashing down, hard. I just wish i could stay up here but im grateful for the happy good times.