Worked a long day today and then stopped at the grocery store and my gp walks in and sees me right away. So uncomfortable grocery shopping with your gp there, making comments about what's in the basket and running into me every other aisle. So manic that by the end I was literally running through the store, trying to finish as fast as possible, feeling like I was watching it all on a movie screen. Now I'm paranoid that someone is always watching me- wonderful. Can't even shop in peace! Ok, it was kind of nice seeing him in real life and him talking to me like I wasn't some crazy person. I have no idea what I am thinking- I'm all over the place today! Trying to calm down enough to sleep more than 3 hours tonight.