Well, I did it. I put in my notice.

My boss acted surprised and spent the better part of an hour trying to convince me to change my mind. All of a sudden I was the best assistant she had ever had, that I was doing so well and showing so much growth. I was reminded of an article I read over the weekend, Corporate Stockholm Syndrome | Psychology Today and I couldn't help but feel like my situation was similar, yet it didn't prevent me from feeling like crap the rest of the day. A coworker of mine who has been a real source of support and a confidant said I was doing the right thing. She has worked with my boss for 15 years and has seen her burn through a number of assistants over the years.

My back is actually sore from today's stress. And I am sad because I'll be otherwise leaving a lot of great people. But, I've taken the first step and hopefully to a brighter future.