I wish I could rent love. I really need an hour or 2 of it right now. I'd pay. I keep paying and paying my t, but I'm still waiting. All I get in return is this stupid therapy. What is a person to do with that?

Seriously though, if I could pay to get more I might do it. I am paying her, every week, but still not getting what I need. I know she loves me, but she is not giving it to me. Therapy is so hard.