while she shouldn't have offered you to think about it and then 10 minutes later make the decision i do think it sounds like she was acting in your best interest to terminate you. you said your depression was worse because of your transference. i think she took that quite seriously and felt the best option was to terminate right away so your depression wouldn't continue to worsen. i was just reading an article about transference and it said the intensity of it can cause real resistance to the therapeutic work. of course that doesn't change the fact that it really hurts to be terminated so abruptly. that can be quite a shock to the system. i am sorry she didn't handle that part better and you are now left to deal with that hurt.