Years of not cutting down the drain. Just for one really deep cut. I couldn't stop. It wasn't good enough and the knife was so dull. My friend told me not to do anything crazy and what did i do? something crazy. I didn't even sterilize the blade. I don't care anymore. The cops will probably show up at my door tonight anyway. Take me to the psych hospital >.> great. Guess who's not sleeping tonight??

I told a different friend i was going to cut and he didn't even try to stop me he just told me it was dumb... so that helped..... not really.