really dont know what is going on in my head !!! all the horrible thoughts , anxiety and everything has just gone and i feel odd i cant explain kind of empty but really wanting to si or get drunk and that was at 9am !!! not explaining this well just cant really dont like this at all dont understand its like my brain has some sort of warped sense of humour take all the crap away for a bit and chuck in some weirdness , sorry for moaning just confused