Since November I've been depressed from I make everyone evil, to I'm an imaginary friend, to crying non stop, to watching myself commit SUI, to it feels like I have the flu, to I'm okay just SI ing, and planing.

Now I think I'm stable (calm but not empty). They doubled my AD before they added a new one. The abilify is helping my husband and its just the 2 of us this week we're have way done with cleaning and re organizing or bedroom and living room I'm hoping that we can get the kitchen and our bathroom done by the 23rd or before one of us slips into another episode. It'll be interesting to see if this continues when the family shows back up.