((((((((Jefftele))))))))) I do know what you mean about not feeling worth anything when work was an issue. I've felt that all my life as well. It's starting to lift a little now. I'm starting to realize that I do have some worth on my own. It seems so simple but I've lived my whole life having no self esteem and hating myself even while I had people who loved me too. So anyway, I hope you find what works for you and get to feeling better soon.