Thank you for your insights. It has been quite a read. Perhaps I should put up another question. If I am not truly bad, how then do I ever forgive myself for my actions when I see the effects of them every single day? I can not move on or forget, even if others can, for there can be no forgiveness. Does this make sense? Plus the constant guilt for not being capable of being the person I should be. How can I ever change. I can not make up for the past because it is gone from me and I am now paying the price.
Thank you.
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