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Originally Posted by live2ski66
Did you ask her or did she volunteer the information? If she told you out of the blue, I don't think that was an appropriate and decent thing to do. It's like rubbing salt on your wounds.
If this is the case, "forget about her!" When I find myself in situations like that, I create my own little rituals around the problem. I might write a letter about how I feel, find a photo, put them in a steel container and burn it. As it burns visualize yourself getting rid of her negative energy and allowing yourself to be cleansed from all things hers so you can be open and pure for tour next relationship.
Good luck!
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She saw a post on a website we both visit where I mentioned how horrible I felt about what I'd done and how I knew she hates me and how I knew I'd never hear from her again. I was speaking about people that leave forever (since I have the whole abandonment issue). That was last week. I guess she saw it yesterday. She wanted to let me know that she doesn't hate me.
The thing I'm struggling with today is that we did message each other back and forth a bit. I told her I was devastated to learn she was with someone else, especially since it has only been less than two months since we split. She said she was "trying" to make things work with this new guy but she didn't want me to get my hopes up. Then she kept apologizing. Her last message was "And you know..... I do... love you..."
So here I am today, heartbroken and wanting to text her like a million times and call her and ask her why she could just leave forever like that if she didn't hate me or why she would be with someone else if she loves me. I did try to call at 6am but she didn't answer (of course).
I'm so freaking upset. I know I need to leave her alone, but... I do still love her so much.
Ugh.
I want the world to go away.