As I said I'm unmedicated and have no team so those are not an option for me. And NO it is NOT by choice. I have had no insurance since October. After 28 years they cut me off. I have been trying to get insurance since then but my options are very limited. I just make my bills. I have no extra money for insurance or anything. I have no gp anymore. And a hospital, after hours, etc are not an option as I said above I'm broke. Even if I had the money to pay for a stay I wouldn't have the money to keep up the meds. But I guess when someone asks for help( specifically coping mechanisms) all I'll ever have is meds shoved down my throat. If I had insurance yes I'd be taking meds even though I hate them because this is the reaction from everyone. God forbid anyone handle it with coping steps. Ironically I've been more stable off the meds for 5 months than ever before but whatever. I'm done.

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