Can I just say how much I love all you guys. I can so relate to everyone here. I get you! We speak the same language! That's priceless.

UM, I know you're not useless. Even in sharing your pain, you're useful. You show me that what I'm going through isn't strange, and there's someone else in this world who gets it. I understand the detachment thing. It's like I can see my environment with my eyes, yet nothing clicks in my brain. I know when an event should spark anger, happiness or sadness, yet I'm unmoved. I can reason very well. The things that come out of my mouth surprise me sometimes. People still tell me I'm bright yet there are times when I have to read a simple paragraph over and over and over to understand what it's saying. Then as soon as I take my eyes off the page, I forget what I've read.

I agree with my friends. Keep moving forward with determination to conquer this thing. Please don't quit