hey everyone,

I thought I posted a thread, more detailed, but I accidentally did not post it :/
So this one will be shorter

I went through a very bad depression episode in high school during all my years except freshman, but got myself out of it. I don't know how I did it. Three years later, I'm in college. I get my first serious girlfriend spring of last year. It was amazing. We were "in love." Then she broke up with me when fall rolled around over something that she had reassured me many times wasn't going to be an issue for our relationship. I was fine initially. I Aced my college courses for the fall semester, and they were difficult classes. When fall semester was becoming closed, I have a very intense panic attack (second panic attack I ever had). The sense of panic stayed for nearly a week. What followed was anxiety, and now depression. I had to withdraw from the current semester because I was failing my classes. I know that the break up and the lack of time emotionally dealing with it. I just can't seem to get out of this depression. One of the main thing I think that's keeping me down is that I'm having a hard time moving on. I feel like having a one-night stand could fix it, but I'm sure it won't. Any advice