I REALLY want to get back to work, but not sure if I can handle it. Had to stop working (on disability) because depression grabbed me by the neck and I couldn't even get out of bed. Now I really want to go back, but scared that I won't be able to do it. Scared I'll fall again - still not great - spent 2 days in bed in the past week... Don't know whether to go back... My psychiatrist has to give me written permission to go back (how embarrassing), but I think she would do it if I insist on going back... Just scared....