I can understand how you feel. I know Depression ruins people. it is the illness which people can not say just looking your face, but deep down, it is horrible. I am also going through this..... but sometimes it is easy to say to others but to feel is horrible. i also agree with ouch to get some sort of work which makes you busy. i go to school even though i feel so tired and my mind is all blank...... hope you will feel better soon.