Something to consider... I read in a pregnancy magazine that research has shown women who are afraid of labor have a worse time with post postpartum depression... I try not to think about it, because if I think about it, I'll worry about it. Instead, I'm focusing on things I can do to make myself healthier/better prepared for a pregnancy and labor...and using two forms of protection in the mean time.

There's absolutely nothing wrong with not wanting to have children or wanting to adopt. You have to do what's right for you.