Being in depths of hell is what the depression feels like...I can't seem to stand on my own two feet. If a celebrity Has mental illness they are very supported. But for a regular girl? I'm just another problem in societies eyes. I hate this depression. Even treated I still feel this way. Whenever I have a good day I thank god all day long for feeling happy. As I know that feeling of happiness is short lived. I'm.tired of trying to find pills to help with all these conditions. I'm on a new med that is suppose to be for bipolar depression. I can feel it and all it does is numb my mood and makes me feel nothing. Sure I'm.not bawling my eyes out while taking it. I just feel nothing. God I just want to feel something good for even just a week. I.wish my depression would just disappear.

Sent from my SGH-M919 using Tapatalk