Just wanted to say hang in there, it does get better and you are worth it. I felt like this just yesterday morning, the feeling is so strong and honestly the thing that stops me is that it would hurt others. Do you have anyone you can talk to, are you alone or thinking about hurting yourself? Please reach out, stay with us as painful as it feels, you are needed and you are loved. And you are not alone. I'm so sorry you are feeling this way.