<font color="purple"> ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))) </font>

I understand what you are going thru and how you are feeling, for I too was there about 5 years ago..... I do not have BP nor have I ever been Dx with it - but I do have Clinical Depression / DID and I have gone the same things that you are talking about in my quest for healing.

Please Hang in there...... and please keep seeking out a T until you find the right one - one that cares for his/her patients.... it took ME going thru three T before I finally found the one that made all the difference.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -