Please try one thing....it has helped me so many times.....don't act on the thought of dying for 24 hours. Things WILL turn around. There are people that love you out there and you are worth saving.

Don't every wish to have a disease like cancer....I was faced with that possibility recently and that is just wishing pain upon yourself. The reality of maybe having cancer does NOT make you feel better. You don't want it. I did everything the Dr. said to do and am now having normal biopsies and thankful for that....so my thoughts of wanting to die sometimes were not real.

Keep hanging on.....you are loved!