I think that I agree with Gayle...I'd get to the interview; but that is because I know that I function much better (and remarkably with an absence of depression) when I am working at something that I enjoy.

I was in a similar boat when I got out of the hospital...but I knew that staying home would simply worsen the depression; so now I get up and go to the office daily and work at something that I don't really enjoy...I dislike it more than you can imagine; but if I didn't, I would be just existing as you say.

Depression is a terrible illness...this episode for me has been persisting for several months (4 or 5 now)...but I'm slowly crawling my way back. Someone once had a perfect description of it...recovery from depression is like crawling across a sheet of glass...

I hope that things improve for you newgal.