I'm left thinking the same thing...2013 off medication, working full-time, and doing bookkeeping for a family business...not depressed. In fact, enjoyed life to the fullest. Every day was a new challenge. September 2013, quit my full-time job to return to family business. Dec 27, 2013 admitted to a psych ward...I never thought it could be this bad. My thinking, that I'm holding on to for dear life, is that if I functioned well in the past, then I can again, one day, function well. I know what you mean about the computer and household stuff...It's a bit too much to take in...everything is much better when you're not depressed. Now, food doesn't even appeal to me. So, I keep on keeping on, mainly for those that care about me, and maybe one day for myself.