I used to cut myself. I have ugly scars and I can't stand looking at them. I have not cut in a long time. I do other things to hurt myself so I don't have to actually see it. Is that Odd?? I have been thinking about cutting or hitting, marking myself up, but have managed not to do it. It is hard though because sometimes the want to do it is strong. I will starve myself or vomit after eating to feel better now. Does anyone else do this? What helps you?
Elizabeth