I've felt like I'm just existing, not living, for months now. It is a desperate place to be. I feel like I'm so alone in my depression - - that no one truly understands how miserable I feel. I have to force myself to get out of bed each day because I know I have nothing but a miserable day to look forward to. No matter what I do, I still end up feeling like ****. Sounds pathetic, but that's where I am. I can't keep waiting for the medication to work. Therapy's not helping. I am barely functioning. This is hell.