Thank you guys for yr input. It feels good to know I'm not alone. I am meditated to take away the severe symptoms but one of my severe symptoms is bad depression. We put.me.on latuda for bp depression then tried to ween me off geodon so I wasn't so meditated. That made me hypo manic then I fell hard into this current depression. Because of this my pdoc put me back up on geodon. I'm still having trouble getting relief. I can't even imagine going off all my meds and starting over. That would be disastrous. Yes I can call my therapist but I know myself if I need to go. She would encourage me to use my skills to avoid going. She absolutely means well...I'm kinda trapped since I can't leave my house to go to pdoc or therapist. I had an appt to see both of them on Monday but I had to cancel cause I didn't have a ride. It's proved to be a bad idea.I should have tried to get someone to take me there. It's just gotten worse in the last couple days. Thank you outlaw sammy for yr encouraging words. Yr right...it's not my fault. I'll just wait a little longer to see how I feel.my bf gets home at 4 so that's not too far away. I'm sorry newgal2 that you are suffering like me. It hurts alot. I think I do need to reevaluate some of my meds. It's so difficult to know what to do. Sigh.

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