Hi everyone,

I've been pretty miserable lately & I need some advice! I have been suffering from OCD, panic disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder from a very young age. I have always had recurring obsessive thoughts that I cannot control, and recently one has come back. Lately I've been obsessing over whether or not I am a lesbian. I know that I am completely boy crazy, but have trouble getting aroused during a hook up. I only find myself getting aroused sometimes. It's like my mind and heart say YES but my body doesn't exactly follow. However, whenever I see lesbian porn (or heterosexual porn for that matter) I get aroused. Even when I see lesbians kissing in public that arouses me as well. However, I could never picture myself dating a girl, and the thought itself makes me very uncomfortable. I have always been obsessed with boys from a very young age, and feel no connection to girls whatsoever. My mind has been obsessing about all of this & it is driving me absolutely crazy, I feel like I don't know anything anymore. Please help