Dear T,

I know you want me to talk about the transference..well I don't "know" but I suspect based on some of your recent line of questioning. I would like to BUT I fail to see exactly where that would lead me. Or us. I mean, how the **** will that help, T? You see me all pathetic and childish and say that I have to remember you have boundaries blah blah blah. I already know that - painfully well - and knew it from session #1. If anything, I've made sure the boundaries stayed airtight from the get go. Why must you do this? Are you doing this? Are you trying to manipulate me into being vulnerable? If so, WHY?