Mania. Esp with psychosis. I feel I have "super powers" which is very cool. Being so in tune with the world that I have a deeper understanding of everything. If I could have that without the out of control spending and relationship problems and general destructive behavior it causes, I'd want to be manic forever.
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RX and Daily meds:
Vraylar 1.5mg daily, Gabapentin 900mg daily
General Anxiety Disorder; Panic Disorder (unspecified); Borderline Personality Disorder; Schizoaffective Disorder/Bipolar Type; Fibromyalgia; Sleep Apnea
"putting on a brave face, trying to ignore the voices in the back of my head" - Gotye
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