I have been up for most of the night, even after taking an ambien, I've slept only a few hours. I did sleep a lot the day before but slept only an hour the day before that. I feel like I'm going to crawl right out of my skin! Also, I get irrationally grumpy. I was outside trying to clear our driveway (got lots of snow here in Maine recently) and was ranting about the snow and how people should have 4 wheel drive or clear the driveway themselves. Funny in retrospect but I felt so irritated and crumby at the time. My friends find my rants pretty funny since they're usually harmless and ridiculous. I was irritable like that yesterday over taking a shower! What is wrong with me? Small daily tasks that I used to do without thinking about it are driving me nuts. Sometimes I don't even shower because its too much of a hassle. The other day, I figured out that I hadn't showered for 3 days and that is very unusual, at least before I "got sick" m(I don't know how else to explain it). It's a good thing I sleep and veg or I would pobably smell pretty offensive. Good grief I feel so ridiculous sometimes. Anyone else out there share my feeelings?
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