Hi, Lilly, ... that happens to me, sometimes, which is why you should always be careful, when browsing a site like PC. I tend to stay away from PC, most times, because, contrary to what a lot of people will think, I think, at least for me, it's unhealthy to constantly reside here. Every time I've ever used PC extensively, I've ended up going down-hill, ... it's ultimately a constant reminder of how messed-up I am. I stay busy - I focus on the guitar and German, or a programme I like, such as my recent phase of Heroes. Hope you can take your mind offa, ... the thing that, ... thing.

As for I, ... I'm really tired. I've been up all night, again. Things are getting worse with every day. I'm obsessing over the guitar or German - put simply, I'm obsessively keeping my mind busy, so as to ignore how crappy I feel. The OCD and anxiety possibly aren't getting to me like they used to, but they're still very much present. On the flip-side, the leaps and bounds I've made with the guitar, lately, is really awesome; it makes me feel like I'm accomplishing something. Over the last week, I've either learned or mostly learned (either by remembering, or by reading tab') over 5 pieces of classical music.

Go back another week or two, and you've got possibly 8 or more pieces of music, including working on several others, massively improved my tab-reading skills, adding a lot of flamenco into my style, learning to use Travis picking, teaching myself to "hover", so I can once again use all 3 digits as I'm a fingerstyle guitarist (my pinky is useless because of a break on the 5th metacarpal, some time ago) and just generally all-round improving my playing, not to mention I'm doing quite well at teaching someone the guitar, at the moment. Feeling crappy, but distracting myself enough to get through it, I suppose.

Quite a few leaps and bounds with my German, too.