Hi Ashley, SUCH a BRAVE video to make!! Remember you're not alone!!! We/I care, we/I hear you!!
Never be afraid in sharing what you're going through, it matters, it's important, you have been through/are going through so much and you deserve support!!
And I hope you're reading in that, that you should not be disappointed in yourself too!!
If things take time (which they will!) allow yourself that, how could anyone expect you to just snap back into..........???!!!
It's OK, it's going to take time, AND you should be really proud of yourself, and what you've overcome so far and so should your parents be really proud of you. Everyone should be still caring about you so much regardless, you matter!!
And definitely see it as a good thing that you're going to be getting more help as well. You're right it is going to be a journey to feeling better, but it's not you that is the problem/broken/in need of fixing it's a whole lot more about helping you have the coping resources to overcome the obstacles you're already working on overcoming.
There's nothing wrong with you, it's more the depression in your way, and with the right support you are going to be able to make strides, it might take time but.........
And you know, we're really privileged if we can offer you just a little of the support you need in this......so don't hesitate for a moment in speaking out whenever!! You know that we/I will try to be there for you in anyway you need.
Here for you
Alison