i was under my 1200 calorie goal. sometimesp said 1200 is healthy way to lose it so i messed up today and ate more than 500. but kept right under 1200. i have a weight loss diary im keeping and my goal everyday is 1200 or under. but i really wannna keep it around 500. im drinking lots of water and tea and some coffee.

i really want to buy an espresso maker. because its a lot of money to get espresso at starbucks (which is the only place i know of to go to plus i know the people there and theyre real nice to me anyways. the guy actually gave me a free shot of espresso). hes a real cute guy close to my age. has tattoos and medium blond hair. SO CUTE.