Thank you mtd and Izzy.This is really really really so STUPID.IT SUCKS.Well,I want to tell my pdoc about what I see when I have flashbacks cause he wants me to,but,I don't really feel comfortable telling him,cause most of the stuff that happens in them,is stuff I don't feel comfortable talking about with him maily because he is a man.I know it sounds stupid and not such a big deal,but,it is to me and I just dont feel comfortable talking about it with him and I WONT.Sry,didnt mean to yell and im not yelling at any of yall,its just,ITS PISSING ME OFF.