Thanks all for the replies, they make me feel better knowing that other people know what the situation is like first hand.

Wants2Fly: I have been looking at new interests. I'm going to start volunteering at different places, as well as take up a fitness or dance class. I'd like to acquire new activities that will make me feel good.

Howohsocliche: Part of my counselling has been doing the exact things you mentioned. It has helped me a great deal to see my shortcomings and has given me a new goal to strive for. I want to make myself more positive, make my life more fulfilled in a sense. I have learned a great deal from that relationship, and although we did have our bad times, we had more great times. No regrets.

Sidony: I feel for you, very much. It's so hard some days, and other's it's not. The thing to do is think positive and focus on your life. I hope all goes well in your therapy!

Thanks all, this site really is a big help to my day. I'll keep everybody posted.