Your statement I feel endless dis pair and emptiness. Welled up tears in my eyes. It is not the tears of pity but rather the tears of being able to relate.Your tile I must break out t of this prison is very precise and accurate. I have asked my T if I am free then why do I still feel so trapped?We are still working on finding the answer to my question.Thanks for your post it has helped me to feel not so alone.
Smilie