I'm so sorry for what yr going through. It was so unfair that yr friend stood you up. Doesn't sound like a good friend to me.

Give yr self time to grieve yr relationship. It just hurts to the core and makes our depression that much worse. I'm glad you got out of.the house. That is a very positive move. Somedays we need to stay in the house but it's good to push ourselves to get out into the fresh air. So kuddos to you! I mean no disrespect but you deserve more in a relationship. To leave you while yr sick is heartless. He probably means the world to you and I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better. All I can say is be easy on yr self. Don't beat yr d self.up because of.it. it isn't yr fault,! He sounds like he couldn't handle real life and that's his problem. Cry as much as you need. Grieve the.loss. please know that you are Gods child and he wants the best for you. He wants you too feel better. Pray.hard every day for God to hep get you through this. He will never leave you. God bless you. Hugs

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