Great question!!

I try to be completely honest with her. In the beginning I told her some information but the whole story from my childhood because of the trust issue. There have been times I have had thoughts of running into a tree with my car to end the pain but I never said anything for a couple of weeks. I was afraid that if I told T that she would have me in the hospital plus while the thoughts were there I would never actually do it. Once I found out that she knows that I couldn't do it plus her fist answer is never to the hospital.

The one issue I still struggle with is being honest about my feelings. Sometimes it is because I don't know how to express it other times it is just a habit. I learned at a young age to not express my feelings. When I go into my appointment and she asks how I am doing...I always answer okay...if i am not really doing okay she can tell by my face and body language and then say "um now how are you REALLY doing"