well the voices are gone but im still really anxious and paranoid. T is helping me thru text. telling me that its not real. we meet tomorrow. i might go see a friend tonight bc my mom put some money in my account just now. but i need to be on a budget. just wish this paranoia and anxiety would go away. some friends came over earlier but i made them leave cuz it was making it worse. nowim home alone. might take a seroquel and a nap.