Reading a lot of post , a big percentage are in fear of taking there meds a natural reaction . But that fear can stop your progress if every time you take them you go into a panic and wait for something bad to happen. You must have been at your lowest to ask for them in the first instance so you have done the worst part. So think of it that way , some people are the opposite and feel relief has the first pill is taken , not from the pill but the fact they taken the first step . IMAGINE side effects and you will get them even if you don't , you near on always get worse before better, usually toilet department or cramps or sickness they should pass , If not see you doc or ring them. But remember everything takes time , it seems months some time it is but there is nothing to do but front it out best you can. But don't scare yourself out of feeling better.