Dear SICKOFSADNESS,
Sounds like to me you have a good guy!
He loves all of you!
You have obstacles with emotions and he is willing to deal with that.
When my guy told me he loved me, it was quick, and I was unsure of what I felt, so I said thank you.

Almost 20 years later we still love oneanother in spite of all the obstacles he and I have.
You have to really believe you are worthy of his love and hold onto that when you start to analyze your condition. In time emotion can be dealt with appropriately and when you feel like pushing him away or running away, stay.
I think you love him but you are unsure of yourself.
H.