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Originally Posted by happiedasiy
Dear SICKOFSADNESS,
Sounds like to me you have a good guy!
He loves all of you!
You have obstacles with emotions and he is willing to deal with that.
When my guy told me he loved me, it was quick, and I was unsure of what I felt, so I said thank you.  Almost 20 years later we still love oneanother in spite of all the obstacles he and I have.
You have to really believe you are worthy of his love and hold onto that when you start to analyze your condition. In time emotion can be dealt with appropriately and when you feel like pushing him away or running away, stay.
I think you love him but you are unsure of yourself.
H. |
I don't believe that I'm worthy of his love. I do love him but I feel as though I'm not IN love with him. He said that he's not coming back this time. Idk what I want. I know I don't want to hurt him anymore. I felt like me telling him that I love him too was kind of forced. I feel like my heart should melt when I see or think about him & it doesn't. I didn't want to be around him more than I did. I made him a card for Valentine's day with a poem and it kind of didn't really feel heart felt. Every time we got back together I wasn't thrilled. I kind of feel like I was guilted into it in a way. This really sucks. He's an amazing man, but I don't love him or treat him like I should for some reason. I wish I could. He really irritates me when he's just trying to be nice and loving. I think I don't really see him as a man.. He needs a lot of affection and that makes me want to push him away. I really dislike myself and the way that I am :-(
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